I started therapy. It's beyond awkward when My psychologist wants to speak with both my mom and I at once. I want nothing to do with her. I love her but I don't feel comfortable having her involved with my therapy. He also wants me to bring my boyfriend & other people who I'm close with in to be educated on bulimia and why it is that I act the way I do sometimes. He wants to come and I think he should but it makes me nervous. I still can't eat without binging. I'm not eating as much lately so I won't binge. I'm still so fat and prom is in less than a month. Very depressing.